I haven’t felt this hurt in a long time. Have no idea how to respond to the thread or even if I want to, really.
Blech. Maybe I really wasn’t meant to be a doob after all.
Pep Talk: It’s fine. Nothing to worry about. No one will die if things aren’t perfect. Just do what you can and then move on to the next big thing that you don’t have to worry about either.
Today remind yourself: It’s not a big deal.
“The rule for all of us is perfectly simple. Do not waste time bothering whether you “love” your neighbor; act as if you did. As soon as we do this, we find one of the greatest secrets. When you are behaving as if you love someone, you will presently come to love them. If you injure someone you dislike, you will find yourself disliking him more. If you do him a good turn, you will find yourself disliking him less.”
C. S. Lewis